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I don’t know if he realizes that our life would be 10000 times better without him. I don’t know if he realized that I had to go to save my life. I don’t know if he realized that I was strong enough to go.
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I don’t know what she thought as she passed me on the highway for a few weeks after we left and I couldn’t find a new way to work. I don’t know what my ex was thinking when he walked into that empty house after me and the kids left. We would like to know that they are hurting themselves for their destructive treatment of us but…. We’d love to know they’re sitting and crying over their beers when they leave us. Girl, I feel you on this! Don’t we all survivors want revenge? We all want to know that the narcissist experienced a sudden realization at our breakup that gave them great distress. You get stuck wanting to know the narcissist is hurting you as much as they hurt you. I promise it comes from the heart! I don’t know because I don’t care and frankly neither should you! This is where many people get derailed on the path to recovery. But to be completely transparent here, I don’t know! I swear I’m not stupid in the next chapter but if you’ve read anything I’ve written you know I say it, so keep reading…. Your departure was only met with indignation, I’m sure and the narcissist is probably getting your name on the coming of the kingdom from here. The narcissist sees your breakup as just an insult to them. I am proud of YOU for understanding that you deserve better, for taking these difficult steps towards recovery, for understanding that the narcissist is nothing more than an alien “parasite” that can destroy everything they touch. The parasite didn’t see your worth while they had you, so they’re definitely not going to try to understand or value you now. (59 Likes) How does a narcissist feel when his previous victim realizes his worth and realizes that the narcissist has absolutely no value and is nothing more than a parasite?